A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.
“Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach. I know you think that he’s is so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and….. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile. Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why?............Becky? Becky are you there?”
“This isn’t Becky.”
Petrified the girl asks, “Then who is this?”
“This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you.”
MY CURRENT STATUS:

my name is abbie!
and its nice to know that you're here at my world!
PERSONAL INFO
i was born on
SEPTEMBER 4, 1992
in
CALAMBA CITY, LAGUNA
im the 16-year-old daughter of
ALEXANDER & ELENA MARVIDA
i have 3 siblings namely
MARK - 23 years old
MYCA ELEYNE - 13 years old
MC ALEKSON - 12 years old
i belong to a big happy family!
If i did anything
Just for once,
I want someone
to be afraid of
LOSING ME...
I sit here crying,
not because I miss you,
but because I know
I'll never have a chance to hurt you
like you hurt me.
Please stop telling me
that you love me,
that you care for me.
'coz im tired of your lies.
It's hard to wait around
for something you know
may never happen
but it's even harder when
you know it's everything
you want..
tired of being what you want
me to be...
i want to
KiLL
ym
alavigne_08
friendster
marvyda@yahoo.com
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